Exclamations of Life
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A 17-year old studying in Singapore Poly. Loves listening to hiphop, rock and emo music.


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A new pair of Chuck Taylor's shoes. A new pair of white skinny jeans from Topman.


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Clubbing, Drinking, Reading selectively.


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August 2007


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Thursday, August 23, 2007

Phew! Econs is finally over. I've been praying for this day to come for a long long time. After my paper, I went with the class guys to Cineleisure to watch the HIGHLY ANTICIPATED, sizzling hot movie, The Bourne Ultimatium. Man, the movie was simply magnificent. Seriously, i take my hats off to the special effects viewed in the show. Action-packed, Incredible storyline i'd say. And perhaps you guys might not know, the Bourne movies were actually based on the novels written by Robert Ludlum. I'm amazed with his style of writing and after so many years, he's still my favourite author. =))

After the movie, Bryan and Jerry went home. They were simply dead beat, i guess. Elfie and I went to Peninsula Plaza to SHOP. Yes, SHOP. I bought a couple of things, ranging from T-shirts to a brand new Robe Di Kappa sneakers. You wouldn't believe how much i spend. All at a bargain price of less than $100. =) I could've bought more but all the while, i was restraining myself not to embark on a shopping spree again. LOL. i must start to save. For the near future, for everything else, i must try to SAVE. There was a saying in Chinese that goes like this," Always prepare yourself for a stormy weather." I find it to be exceptionally true. You never know but one day, you might just be in dire need of money and you could've saved a great deal previously but didn't.

Alright, i guess that's all of today. =))

he knows how to do it insane. 5:07 AM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

GUYS, after econs paper tmr, I'd be as free as ever! No more boring notes. No more memorising. Well, I can finally relax though i still gotta work during the hols.

These are the following things i plan to do directly after exams.

1.) Check out my bank balance. Yes you're right, my pay's coming in tommorow!

2.) Apply at the School of Rock. WHEEWW WHOO! Maybe i can be a legendary musician one day. Who knows? lol.

3.) Shopping at Orchard, though i don't plan to spend much.

And in the immediate week after exams ...

1.) Swimming. It's been a long time since i actually exercised. Having those small fights with my 9 year-old sister doesn't count in.

2.) A fabulous haircut at Simply saloon, somewhere in Pearl Centre with Maxe, Raye and friends.

3.) PERHAPS, it'd be time to start my lessons at SOR.


Well, these are all the things i could think of at the moment. But no worries, i'd update my blog as frequently as possible.

he knows how to do it insane. 8:08 AM

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Hey guys, it's been six days since i last blogged. But, i was really busy with work and everything else. I guess i'll just list down all the things i did this week.

Tues: WORK, then went out with my colleagues, Raymond&wife,Andrew, Winson, Qiren and his girl to PARTYWORLD at shenton way to sing KTV. Well, i 've gotta say, their singing skills are top of the notch. lol! they're natural singers. During the ktv session, we ordered at least 6 jugs of tiger. They say, i hold my liquor well though deep down, i know that i was a little tipsy at that moment. All in all, it was a great night out.

Wed: WORK WORK WORK

Thur: BAD SALES DAY. no basic pay + sold nothing. =(

Fri: WORK WORK

Sat: WORK. My supervisor, Stefanie treated me and Andrew to dinner at a korean restaurant which is nearby. The servings were meagre but i had to say, the food was SUPERB. I'm beginning to feel my bulging tummy. Curse those fattening BBQ pork.

Today: GREAT SALES DAY! Sold a total of 13 sets of Acer desktops/notebooks. And now, i'm really EXCHUASTED. =(

i'll be updating my blog more often once the exams are over. So once again, Adios!

he knows how to do it insane. 10:10 AM

Monday, August 13, 2007

Whenever the skies are dull and gray,
His heart hardened with each passing day.
Frustration resided in him,
As the lights in his eyes started to dim.
Frustration at the world's inability to understand him
Slowly, Vengeance begun choking his throat.
Unable to withstand the strain, he broke.
He simply didn't know how to enact revenge.
They say he was proud and strong.
But deep inside, he was soft and weak.
While outside, he did not appear to be meek.

He aspired to be who he wasn't.
He tried, but still, he couldn't.

At last, he could not take it any longer.
He collasped and told himself it's over.

he knows how to do it insane. 9:54 PM

Friday, August 10, 2007

Freezing as it was, the little boy was holding his mother in his arms.
Sulken and pale, she was dying.
Inconsolable as he was, the mother was trying to console him.
She isn't gonna be dead.
She was going to Heaven she said.
Where the skies are blue and the pastures are green.
Where Lord would save her from all her suffering.
The boy nodded his head, hardly aware that it was a beautiful lie.
The mother held a pendant for the boy.
Whispering to him that it's not a toy.
The boy nodded his head in acknowledgement.
With that, his mother closed her eyes and passed away in one eternal sleep.
In that broken, desolated village, another death has occured.


Years later, the man looked up to the skies.
With tears in his eyes,
He tried so hard not to cry.

Cherish your loved ones. Shower them with all the love you have.

he knows how to do it insane. 7:18 AM

Thursday, August 9, 2007

WHEWW WHOO!
I spent the whole of last night partying at KRUNK 2, FORT SILOSO SENTOSA. It was one of my wildest nights. Bodies were rubbing, and there were lotsa grinding action. Almost everyone was dressed in casual beach wear. Well, i said ALMOST. There was this particular guy who wore jeans and addidas shoes at the party. Who ever wears that to a beach party? lol. Jamie Yeo and Kumar was there as well. LOL, Jamie was really hot. She's married though, but still, she looked awesome. And, there was Kumar. I had to admit he was really GAY. I suspect he's a fag. He tried to mimic Megan Fox in the way "he" dressed and ended up looking like a cross-dressed transgender freak of the earth. Alright, enough about that. There were plenty of couples there, But, who cares? lol, i'm SINGLE and FREE. At least, I've gotta dance around with random people. Talking about dancing, there was this particular chick who was pretty cute. And, she's a PERFECT dancer. All I can say is, we got really high but I shall not go too much into that. Remember, this blog is rated PG and is open to all ages. =PP

Alright peeps, that's about it. I might just fill you in with the juiciest bits if you ask me personally. It's not my style to ruin all the suspsense. =)

he knows how to do it insane. 8:30 AM

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

What if I treated you with intentional coldness?
Would you run away or follow a route of blindness?

What if I told you i was playing you like a toy?
Would you slap me or cry and confess your true feelings?





It's a sad thing I've yet to find that special someone who'd love me faithfully.

he knows how to do it insane. 2:39 AM

Monday, August 6, 2007

I feel the heat's burning up. Man, it's pretty fast. ITAB test is commencing tommorow. I'll be studying the whole night. Damn.

Whew, guess what? I'll be heading for an underage party at fort siloso beach on wednesday. Dudes out there, we're gonna PARTY all night round. lol. It'd be pretty awesome i guess. Tune in to my blog and i'll keep you guys updated. =P

Seductive smiles do make the heart go wild.

he knows how to do it insane. 9:52 AM

Thursday, August 2, 2007

A very warm welcome to everyone out there.

I'm Kaine and this is my new blog. And especially to the faith-departed, to all those miserable souls out there, this is where you could relate to your feelings. I enjoy writing depressing poetry, short stories from a wide range of topics like poverty, love and war. Personally, i view the cheerful outlook of life with disdain and anger. It took years of misery, unfortunate events, and oppression to become who I am now. A pessimistic, hardened, disillusioned 17-year old. I've been through work and everything a typical teenager wouldn't even experience. Now, i view life from a different perspective. Poverty did this to me. Misfortunes made it worse.



Life isn't a bed of roses.

he knows how to do it insane. 7:58 AM

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Poverty-stricken, he was sick and beaten.
He was such a broken man.
The eldest son was just twelve years then.
With the food rationed, he was slowly losing patience.

He was rejected by the masses.
Unproductive, they say.

He felt he wasn't valued anymore.

Emotionally detached, reality was no longer there.
Mentally drained, it became too depressing for him to bear.

He started to mistrust everything around him.
As the light in his life began to dim.
He began to turn to Devil.
As if He's his only saviour.

Adrenaline rushed through him.
With it, he took the final plunge.
Voices in him screamed.
Until there was a deathly silence.




Maybe, Life wasn't worth slaving for.
Perhaps, Death is his only solace.

When Hell is full, the dead will walk the Earth

he knows how to do it insane. 2:26 AM


He was trying to pick up the broken pieces.
Trying so hard to forget the distant kisses.
He felt like a wreck.
Broken and shred.

All because of 330 days of commitment that blew up in misery.

he knows how to do it insane. 2:06 AM